Random thoughts

19.11.2009

I've been feeling some kind of way for the last fortnight. I miss ma granny so much! I'm not the kind of person that needs motherly love but I do admit that I've been hit real hard this time. Actually, I think this is the first time in my life that I've felt this way. I long to touch her, feel her, lay my head on her lap, smell her ( she always had this smoky smell on her from the fire..) Lord knows how much I miss her!! She's been gone for 4 years now so I'm not going to get my fix anytime soon. I feel like a little girl...........not bad for a independant 32 year old. Way to go Jenpen! I'm not a Beyoncé fan as such but this song makes me think of my granny. Hope you're having a better day than mine.